Pui Hoon~佩云

it's 2012, a new year!

2012-01-11T14:33:00.004+08:00

yes! it's 2012.. i know i am like posting this quite late but still it's 2012!! haha.. well, the countdown party with my colleagues and the new friends i made were great!! on the 1st jan 2012, i spent it at Batam with my family.. =) this year just starts off well.. hehe.. nobody will know how the year will be.. as long as live happily and with no regrets i guess that's what i want for now..
so far, 2012 has been good to me.. so not much to worry.. i am free, single and happy as before.. =) the big step of putting the past away from my mind had made me just carefree.. and less a responsibility.. haha!! with no commitments, i live my life as what i want.. but i have been spending ALOT!!! going to be so broke... i seriously don't know where all my money goes to.. to think back, should be on food, clothes and alcohol... sighs.. spent really a lot.. this year, i shall stop my shopping and not buy anything till the month of June when i am going to work.. seriously, i can't believe i spent so much!!! i should really have a stop button..
how interesting that i don't feel the same way when i see him again.. i guess i really let go and move on.. =) even though life may seem fine to me now, i hope i don't get tangled into anything for the time being.. i am afraid that i can't take anymore.. oh well...
just this: was it just purely flirting?

I did it! :)

2011-12-30T23:53:00.001+08:00

Yup! I am not longer feeling the same way I used to feel.. Looking in a totally different perspective.. Well, it took me quite some time this time but I did it alone.. I moved on :) seeing him doesn't make me feel awkward or the i-miss-him feeling.. Nope! :) great to end my 2011 this way.. So much happier and carefree now.. Listening to his problems just make me think that he had just gotten himself into another trouble.. Haha.. And he changed.. The clique feel so much closer now.. Like what I always think, if he never take the first step, no one can communicate with him..
Really glad that the BBQ was a success.. Although with the rain, it was the time that I believed each of us enjoy being there.. :) i guess he changed for the better.. But with the problems he said, he changed for her but is it for the better? In some ways yes but on the other hand, he will lose his real self someday.. Really.. I just got this feeling.. Oh well, none of my business and not my concerns.. As long as everyone is happy and he is happy with everyone, it will be just great! :) problems should always be brought up early to prevent any more misconceptions or misunderstandings.. It seems fine on surface.. But is that really true?? Some words to consider..
As for now, I hope that I can end off my 2011 good and have and awesome start to my 2012.. This year had its ups and downs.. From school to family to work and to relationship.. But everything happen for a reason and purpose.. I learned as I grew up this year.. Many interesting and fruitful lessons.. Many smiles and tears.. But this will be my 2011.. Last year, I spent my last day of 2010 and first day of 2011 with the guy I had fallen for.. And the same guy had brought me both smiles and tears in 2011.. This marks my life in 2011.. All i could say is to be thankful for the memories as these are the things that lasts.. This last day of 2011 I am spending with people that are strangers but hopefully it will be fun! :)
I have all my new year resolutions in mind and will try my best to fulfill them.. ;) this could be my last post for 2011.. I know that i had lived my 2011 the best i could.. There are things i would like to change.. To live it all over again? I will still live it as what it was but with all the what ifs.. However, I have no regrets! And I am happy with who and what I am till now and all the things I did.. I will definitely learn from the mistakes I made but at the same time not forgetting the good things that happened too.. :)
Happy 2012 to people who have been reading my blog!! :D a new year, a whole new experience.. Write your own story, live it the way you want and with no regrets! :)

It is December...

2011-12-16T09:10:00.001+08:00

Yeah.. A month of joyful festive season.. Well, working for this season and trying to make my last month of 2011 more worthwhile an meaningful.. Last year, it was a sweet, lovely and wild month.. This year, it changed and just within a year.. Oh well.. People say if you are thinking of revenge after a broken relationship, most probably you still can't get over the person and miss them.. Sighs.. I don't know.. Really.. Freaking 3 months plus.. Thought I moved on but sometimes I feel I am stuck.. Just stuck to where I was before.. I don't know what I am feeling now.. Hate? No. Like? Confirm not. Miss? Maybe. It could be just miss.. Well, I guess I was strong enough not to drop any more tears after once.. I won't say 2011 was a crap year because the year started great.. It just changed as the months passed.. And now, I am not lonely, I am just alone. I guess I can say that.. I have friends that care and family that love me.. Whether am I falling in love or out of love, all these won't change.. This has been a year of ups and downs.. May it be in school, work or relationship.. Yeah, I had my share of it.. I just got to end this year right to start my 2012 brand new.. Have planned out what resolutions I have for 2012.. For 2011, I didn't complete much of it either.. Maybe push forward to 2012 :P as I only left with 2 weeks.. But 1 thing I must do it before 2011 end is to sort out my feelings and get myself to really move on before the clock strike 12am.. It is not going to be easy.. Really, I admit and confess.. Hopefully I can do it.. :)

End of uni first sem...

2011-11-29T12:24:00.001+08:00

Here I am, my first day of holidays and the end of my sem 1 in NUS... Well, it just seemed like I just smuggled it through and like the efforts put into study is not there at all.. My results will reflect directly the efforts I put in... Each time I see my notes, I just feel like sleeping and no mood to study at all.. The concentration level is very low. Till an extent that I can't believe I am that bad... Oh well... This year isn't going to end of that nice I guess.. Started off my sem with a very bad start from all the emotions and problems.. Physically I am fine but I know mentally and emotionally I am strained, drained and broken... Sometimes in class, my thoughts just drifted away.. So does when I am studying.. And I really hate this side of me.. I just like stuck in the past sometimes and couldn't move on.. But my brain is forcing me to move and my heart not... As for now, I am really tired of this.. And I just wanna to concentrate on my studies.. Let this year end off like this and 2012 will be a new and refresh year for me.. A start of a new sem, a start of a new me.. Growing my hair long again... Back to the good girl I was used to be.. A girl that should just only know how to study and nth else... Ever since I cut my hair short.. Too many memories and pain sometimes that will just ruined my mind... But I just got a feeling that I will snap my hair away anytime again.. Haha.. We shall see how long I can tahan long hair... Growing it back long is not easy.. It just train my patience I guess... Uni is never easy and therefore I got to put in 10x of hard work to get what I want and to earn that results.. So yeah, now just gonna to chill for the next 5 weeks and plan my holidays well and at the same time, to get you out of my mind.. I am not missing you that often and I am just doing fine without you.. Although there are times that I just wanna to ask how are you, I just don't have the courage because of the situation we are in now.. Are we still friends? That's something that I just wanna know..

突然，我觉得好害怕，好孤独...

2011-11-17T21:44:00.001+08:00

In less than 12 hours, I will be sitting for my first paper in my uni life... How scary.. English.. I cannot screw this up.. Gotta pass this, once and for all.. I don't want to take English again.. It has always been my weakest subject.. A C will be more than enough.. Really.. Just do the best I can bah.. Suddenly, I lost all my courage and confidence.. Not idea why.. Well, I got to face it somewhat, somehow..
Life now is much better I guess.. People asking me about what happened and stuff.. To some, i am willing to share.. But sometimes, I just don't feel like bringing it up to those who are not really close to me.. I am really grateful to those who listened to my story and thanks for the concern and encouragement.. I really appreciate them.. Things are just not what I wanted to be.. That's life I guess.. I have done whatever I can and just hope for the best.. However, I just know that it will hurt that bit sometimes.. I don't know why but yeah, it just hurts.. Maybe this will need more time.. Hmmm, I guess i am coping with it well so far.. Because I had not dropped any tears ever since the last time I cried about 2 months ago.. And staying strong.. I can't avoid memories playback but it is not affecting me that much.. Well, it is true that the first to move on will feel much happier.. And too bad, I am not that person who moved on first.. Still got to face the music..
Loving this song currently: The one that got away - Katy Perry :) playing exactly how I feel now but yeah.. I will move on soon enough :)

Yet another disappointment...

2011-11-12T23:03:00.001+08:00

I feel that I don't know you anymore... You are like a total stranger to me... When people put in that effort to talk to you, you don't appreciate, giving answers that just turn the conversation off.. And the reason for it? They talk and ask for the sake of it.. I really don't get you... What do you want? If efforts are shown, why do you think that way? And why don't you put in effort too? For things to work or happen, it takes 2 hands to clap.. Like what you always say.. But I never see you doing it.. Even when I try talking to you, more than half of the time you are looking at your phone.. You keep saying that we are judging you ever since that incident.. But what I feel is that you are judging us as a group.. What I know is you aren't like that when we first know and after years of friendship.. What is left now are the problems that can't be solved and never knew if they could be.. I just don't want to lose a friend.. However, the words that you used and the thinking or barrier that you made upon us have seriously make me given up.. I have no other solutions or anything else to say.. All I feel now is just disappointed of myself and you.. I treasure this friendship but it just seems like it doesn't bother you at all.. What else can i say? Now, I choose to say nth and just hope you live your life well.. And I will just live my life without you which I have been trying to.. Am I really over you? I guess... But I know more hurtful times are yet to come because memories aren't erasable.. The most painful period may seem to be over.. But these few months are when the most deepest memories I had which I know it is not easy for me to get through them... I need to move on, badly.. No matter what, I will never let my tears overtake me.. I gotta remain strong.. Whatever it takes, I got to get over this.. All I wish now is to concentrate on my exams and do my best for it.. I need to focus and not to be distracted by other stuffs.. I also hope that the friendship isn't that weak that I thought it was.. I just hope that it is stronger because I don't want to lose a friend.. It just seem impossible.. Just one question: do you even treasure it at first?

Whatever happens tomorrow, we have today. I’ll always remember it.

2011-11-02T23:41:00.003+08:00

well well, it's november, the month of exams!! this is it.. the real hell... hahaha... 2 weeks of exams, 6 papers! how am i going to survive!!! my first exams in NUS.. how nice.. it is only like 3 months of school and exams now.. oh gosh!!! time really flies.. still got to face it no matter what.. i made up my mind to study so no complains.. don't know how uni paper will be like.. gotta aim high... real high... competition in uni is crazy.. there are so much people smarter than me! what am i supposed to do? i think i will need to eat the books and hug my notes to sleep every night.. hahahaha!! need to survive through these 4 years.. to think about it, 4 years may sound long.. but when the 4 years end, it is no joke.. hahaha! that's the time when i got to face the real world... scary... these 4 years i am not going to screw my life up... can't afford to.. too risky... hahaha.. shall just take things one step at a time...
watched 'One Day'.. indeed a nice movie but an unexpected ending.. sweet at the same time bitter... i remembered a line in the movie: i am not lonely, i am just alone... i would say this is something that i have to keep in mind.. :) and i like to share this favourite line too: “Whatever happens tomorrow, we have today. I’ll always remember it.” love it.. hehe.. always treasure and cherish what you have now.. don't wait till you know that you have lost it then you regret.. there are many things in life that once it's over or done, you can't redo or turn back time.. i have experienced it and there are things in life that i regret not doing or saying..
these few years in life made me experienced a lot and learnt a lot.. too much things for me to handle each time, each hurdle.. but i am really grateful for those who taught, guide and see me grow each time.. without them, my life won't be as fruitful and meaningful... many ups and downs that i faced whether is it alone or with someone, all these matters.. many 'what ifs', many memories playback.. if i am going to live my life all over again, i will want to go through the same things but with all the what ifs.. i guess most of us think this way too.. whatever it may be, that's life.. you can't live it all over again.. so i will just have to look forward, move on and stay strong.. =)
“Whatever happens tomorrow, we have today. I’ll always remember it.” - One Day

Moving on is not easy but I have to..

2011-10-31T11:53:00.001+08:00

2 months passed... Stepping into the month of nov.. One year ago, these few months were the sweetest memories.. But one year later, I lose them all... One year plus ago, he got me out from the awful, shitty and painful situation and feelings.. However, one year plus later, it is him who threw me back to where I was before... Sometimes I wonder, why do this? I guess I can't blame it all on him.. I do still believe that he does want a good ending for this after all.. Who will want to go through a painful relationship? Thinking back, we both aren't officially together.. What if, we were.. What if I agreed to him.. How will things be like? Will it end off like that? Or will it be better or worse? Nobody knows... What's done it's done.. No one turn back time and live it all over again.. No matter what I say or do now, it is kinda useless.. Like how I cut my hair and fail hairstyle now.. It's over and officially over... I got to learn the damn fact.. And drill that in my mind... Time will heal my heart I hope... There are wounds that will take forever to heal... In life, there is always that someone that you will never forget even if you moved on.. So yeah... Was it a good thing? Maybe it is.. What I wish is that this friendship can last.. Even I know I will miss him at times.. I shall keep it to myself.. Life is never fair in a way or another.. And there is always a first time... Fated to stuck with that first time.. But got to learn to put it aside and move on.. Interesting of how my life changes and becomes within 2 years... Unexpected.. Thought will live my life like how a normal girl will date a guy.. I started everything from the other end and moves backwards.. Some experiences it is only once in a lifetime so I won't regret doing that.. Just find it absurd at times..
Stay in my heart as always...

Well, missing you is unavoidable still..

2011-10-27T13:59:00.001+08:00

To be exact, today is exactly the 2nd month when we are back as friends... I don't understand some stuffs still but I guess we won't have another chance to talk much... I still miss the times we shared... But now, knowing that it is someone else who put that smile I used to see and always loved that smile.. Missing you is unavoidable as said... Not expressing so not to affect you.. I am trying to learn to know that it is no longer me who you will care or share ur stuffs.. But I really hope that as friends, you won't disappoint me being a friend... I want this friendship to last... To me, out of so many ppl, a chance to meet anyone and become friends is fate.. But to fall in love with you was my choice... I didn't regret that I fallen for you.. I guess it is meant to be part of my life... You are the first guy to almost everything.. I may regret some decisions that I didn't make.. And so many what ifs... Well, everything happened for a reason and I am gratefully for everything including you and my friends.. I just got to accept the fact that I am not part of your life and you are not part of mine now...

I have done what I am supposed to..

2011-10-21T18:10:00.001+08:00

Yes... I had asked what I am supposed to ask.. And as expected, the answer is no.. The thing is he is an asshole! How can he get over so fast and like another girl??? Guys~ 2 possible reasons: he didn't really like me a lot or the girl is a rebound... Which I don't think the girl is... Well, if he know that he enter into my life when I was the most vulnerable, he should have think that it can be possible.. But to be honest, he wasn't... He is just trying to make me feel that I am guilty or sth.. Even if I explain, I guessed nth goes in... He already marked that in his mind... So what else can I expect? Suppose to feel happier after that.. But I am feeling more crap now.. Cuz I missed him a lot... I am going to use this week to get over it if we are watching movie tgt... If not, I am afraid that I will miss him even more.. Seriously, a thing to remind myself: if he can get over so fast, he didn't like me like how I liked him.. And why emo over such a guy when he is happily dating another girl? Not worth it at all... Showing that u are emo, u will feel more weak... Plus he won't be bothered by how you are feeling.. So no point feeling crap over him, Pui Hoon... Moreover, u should show him that u are strong... Oh well, I still wish him all the best with him and the girl.. Hopefully he find the right girl... And we shall see does the problem lies with the guy or the girl..
Even saying so, it still takes time for me to heal... For those who had listen to my story, thanks for your listening ears, appreciate it... :) now prepared to see a strong Pui Hoon again... :) life aren't perfect and never fair.. So I accept the truth and live with it... :) jia you!

I have a wish that only you can help me to fulfill it. Will you?

2011-10-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

it's my birthday in 10 mins time. i already have a list of wishes in mind. well of course, you are one of them too. this wish is something that i wished to do before i regret it or i should say, i don't want to leave behind any regrets between us. i don't know is it stupid or dumb to do this but i want to give it the one last shot. i never had the courage to do so till recently when it popped into my mind. i had missed chances before in my life and i don't want to lose it again. no matter what is the results, i know i tried to get this opportunity and not regretting of not doing it. i hope you can give me the time that i will need.
i miss everything about you. you have left me with deep memories that i will always remember.

A wish which I hope that it can come true

2011-10-14T22:31:00.001+08:00

Well, time to update again.. It has been about 46 days... When I don't text, you just won't take the initiative to text at all.. Disappointing.. Each day I am just waiting, aimlessly. Waiting for that very day which you will text me first.. But I guess it will never happen.. To me, life without you, I know I am struggling to stay strong and live on being alone.. But for you, if the tweets mean something, why there are no actions? I guess maybe they are just your thoughts... I always wanted to ask you a question but I never had that courage.. But I think I know what's the answer.. Now, all I wish is that we can be like how we were before.. Friends who can talk anything under the sun.. 6 more days to birthday.. 1 year ago, you were there with me throughout the day and night.. This time only just that few hours I suppose.. Not really looking forward to become 20.. What to do? Have to move on... A year older, means to be a year more mature.. How long more I need to get over?
P.S: I'm not over you. Can you give us a chance to start all over again?

well, pui hoon, it is time to wake up

2011-10-03T00:35:00.004+08:00

OMG!!! it is already week 8 of sch!!!! this is bad.. i have not start any revision for any of my modules and even the mid term for this coming wed.. i am in deep shit.. sighs... so many things to do and complete.. uni life sucks! but what to do? i am stuck to study in NUS for 4 YEARS!!! hopefully it will be like poly.. well, i know.. i am dreaming.. all my lessons, is either i sleep through or don't understand anything when i stepped out of the class. oh gosh!!! it's time for me to buck up!!!
life goes on.. and it seems like you are alright... so many plans and stuffs going on in your life.. sometimes i asked myself, why am i still holding on so tight when you are fine without me... the thing is you can ask people out like for meet-ups but i am always the one asking you... i just don't understand.. all the while, it is just my wishful thinking.. thinking that if i tried, maybe things will work out but don't look like it will.. seems like you can't be bothered.. oh well, what else can i do or say... the impression i made is too deep for you to give another chance i guess...
i guess it is time to put it behind, girl...
"life without you is not only unbearable, it's unimaginable" - something borrowed

it seems like things aren't getter any better..

2011-09-16T00:53:00.002+08:00

sighs... although friends, it just seems like strangers.. and it hurts.. much more than i can imagine.. many things ard me just remind me of the memories.. it is draining my energy at times.. heated arguement again.. just keep me pondering.. wth is going through ur mind, like seriously.. not only u are getting tired of it, soon i will too.. but i am not ready to let go.. i knew it won't be easy..
all the 1-word and short phrases replies are testing my patience level.. even if we are just friends, do u have to do this? not even a word of concern.. that's what i am afraid of from the very start when feelings are involved.. when friendship is sacrificed for relationship.. sighs..
i am trying to make things better but seems like each time, u just make me more demoralised.. was told things that to make me realise the other side which i didn't know.. after hearing, it is really like a knife stabbing right through my heart.. the pain is unbearable..
oh well, i just wish for the best for everything.. u have ur own stand and i have my own reasons.. the thing nv changed is that i still miss u..

you are the best thing that's ever been mine.....

playing in my head..

2011-08-30T16:01:00.002+08:00

Back to December - Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and i left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And i go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realised what i had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to Decemeber all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, I didn't call

Then i think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realised I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realised what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realised what i had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

Will you be able to see what is in my mind?

end of this chapter, will there be a new one?

2011-08-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

a year of joy, laughters, tears and sorrows. it just all ended. thanks for everything and sorry for the things that i had hurt you. there are so much things that i didn't realise which i seriouly think i need to reflect about myself.. but what is true is that my feelings are real.
i expected it to be your answer.. i know it and prepared before i met u.. i held back my tears to see u leave.. the next moment i broke down.. didnt know it will hurt so much, so deep.. it's the same scene playing back the time u walked away.. the last hug, the last kiss.. that saturday night was a torture.. each time i closed my eyes, memories flowed back into my mind.. my tears never stop rolling down my cheeks.. my eyes felt puffy and my head hurt. it is not going to be easy for me to let go. if i could turn back time, i will and change it. but i can't.
these days, each time i am alone, the times that we shared will play back.. every corner every path, there are something that we had together.. things around me bring back the memories of you.. i missed everything about you.. so much so that it hurts each time i think back.. sighs, i ruined everything in my own hands..
nothing much i can do now.. i respect your decision.. however, if i am given another chance, i will make it right even though i am going to do it all over again..
i miss you.

drained off...

2011-05-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

my energy level is running like real low.. hahaha. can't believe i can work close to 3 months in an events company. personal time had reduced greatly too. life revolved ard work, office, home. want to go out shop also no energy sia.. hahaha. nonetheless, i still enjoy... =) just that, i got the urge to end my job earlier than expected..
why does it have to be during May? now, i don't know how to communicate.. is it just me or really things changed? i don't understand.. maybe really it's time to talk it out...

on the right route?

2011-05-22T11:33:00.002+08:00

so fast that May is ending soon. started work 2 months ago and now my three months of probation gonna end.. time really flies uh.. lots of suffering but fun at work. sometimes i don't know am i on the right track.. goes the same to uni.. had just accepted NUS offer ytd. Project & facilities management.. seriously, till now i have no idea is this the one i am going for.. business was out of my reach.. although was my first choice, never sth that i am really interested in.. haha. however, if look at practicality, that is sth that ppl will pursue..
work had been tiring the past 1 month. so far now, more stressed by planning and programmes... all balanced up with the craziness of my colleagues.. hahaha. it isn't that bad after all. =)
finally i can take my TP!!! after sooooooo long.. haha. pray hard that i can pass the first round. my parents always joke to go to the temple beside bbdc and pray then go take test.. maybe i should give it a try?? HAHAHA!!

somehow, similar scenes are reappearing..

am i a disappointment to you?

2011-03-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

it's already March 2011. about 3 months without updating. haha. busy with hell lots of things and now poly life has came to an end. the 3 years in SP has officially ended. just waiting for graduation and hoping that my last sem will not be a disappointment to me b4 i graduate. i guess i will miss the time tgt with my wonderful classmates. hahaha. 3 years of study and play. made quite a number of good friends. =) DEPM 04 2008/09 - 2010/11 AWESOME!!! =) i learned a lot from the different experiences that i have been through. it was really great meeting and knowing this group of friends that had added beautiful memories in my life. thank you! (if u ever see it and u know who u are) haha. 世界上没有不散的宴席。now is the time where we have our own lives and future to pursue. i wish all of u all the best and may this friendship will be everlasting. =)
sometimes i wonder, have i been not acting myself lately? is that what i really want? making a decision is never easy. there are so many considerations that i have. ppl telling me to think through carefully as it is a friendship that i will have to sacrifice. i can't have the best of both worlds uh. the qns has been in my head for quite sometime and i had nv found an answer for it. i wonder have u really seen the true side of me although being friends for so long? i have so much shortcomings that i myself can't tolerate. have u ever thought about the considerations that i have been thinking about? am i thinking too much? i won't deny my feelings but is that my true feelings? i have no idea. i need to sound out soon i guess. it has been dragging for quite a while...

last few days of 2010..

2010-12-29T00:50:00.002+08:00

here i am typing the last post of 2010. haven been updating it. hahaha. my bad. hmmm, let's see... 2010 had been a year of ups and downs. more of a bad year i guess. i clearly suffered for about 3 to 4 months of torturing emotions. but at least, it managed to end off before the year end. and i even lose weight, which i nv expect. hahaha. i learned a lot i guess. it's sth that i will nv forget but i won't bring it up often. it will just stay at a corner of memories. some things were just left unknown even though i ask. shall just say, he is guilty over it bah. shall take it that way bah. for the past 1 year plus, there are nice memories stayed with me. however, it seems like it is slowly fading away. during that period, i was really hurt and even shed tears. sounds dumb but i did it. it left a scar which would nv disappear. painful memories do flash through my mind at times. but i do believe that time heals wounds. and i think that i am healed. no awkwardness anymore. i tried seeking for answers but don't know is what i got. at the end, i managed to stand up and return to my old self, but some things don't remain de same. i don't know whatever i am doing now is right. it is just not what i expected. hai. just wanted this year to end right and good.
anyway, shall wish everyone a happy 2011, leaving 2010 and stepping into a better 2011!! =D

oct's coming to an end

2010-10-31T20:47:00.004+08:00

haven been blogging for quite some time. many many many things within these few weeks. trying hard to pass my FT evaluation, work, my b'day, driving lessons, poly 50 and fyp report. when sch reopens, just realise so many things need to do. hai. busy busy busy. need to get a tan badly. has become so much fairer. poly 50 has really make me exercise a lot and my thighs has been aching for a few days. =( but still enjoyed it. =) my b'day was awesome!! =) thanks ppl!!! =) had lots of FUN!! hehehe. i am done with 2 lessons of my driving. still very unstable. excited abt the next 1 coming up. =) so many projects and site visits to do this sem. =( sometimes sch just plain boring. it's the last sem like finally!! YEAH!! but what's next??? hmmm.. not going to think abt it so soon yet..
shall end here then. =)

it's october!!! =)

2010-10-04T14:21:00.001+08:00

YEAH!! OCTOBER IS HERE!! 16 more days and i am turning 19.. =) hmmm, sounds quite old liao. it will be my last year b4 i step into the 20s. old sia. tsk tsk. hahaha.. argh! haven got my pay.. =( got to wait till wed.. running out of cash badly. and plus the never ending shopping list.. hai. can't get everything that i want. that's life. u don't always get whatever u want. results are out! did quite ok. was satisfied with it. have been sick the past few days with cough and flu. my voice had turned so much 'sexier' that as i talk, the volume decrease till none and only left my mouth moving. HAHAHA. work as cashier ytd. i bet more than half of the customers don't get what i am talking. hahaha. got to go for a meeting later on in this situation. how am i suppose to talk? don't really care. haha. as i am doing the writing only. hahaha. yeah, so shall just end here. =)
sometimes i just wonder, what are u thinking? and whatever i am doing, is it right?

love the way you lie

2010-09-30T14:28:00.004+08:00

nice song.. haha.. holidays are packed fully for these 2 weeks. had just went to watch 'voyage de la vie' ytd. was ok la. just don't really understand how the storyline goes. haha. but still enjoy with the ppl i am with.. =) had lots of fun during the 'night walk'.. hahaha. have been working to get some cash. now i am at a extent that i have to save every cent possible. haha. very poor. =( waiting for my pay. 1 more day!!!! oh pls, don't write my name wrongly again.. i need the cash badly!! hahaha.. there are a few things i want to get.. hehehe.. on my shopping list, there are...... one thousand and one things i want, but forget it.. i always find mei ying's reaction very interesting when tell her sth unexpected.. hahaha. seriously, i have been partying and just can't stop.. got to stop it soon before i become broke again.

终于放下了吧

2010-09-16T00:47:00.003+08:00

finally!! last paper to go!! yeah, and now is my exams period.. my brain is like bursting any moment.. =( gonna enjoy my holidays soon!!! party all night and drink all day!! hahaha.. no la, kidding.. that will harm body like mad.. haha.. MICE was bad.. don't know how will i fare.. hai.. last hope for my last paper.. =) notes are in front of me but no motivation to study.. bad.. heehee.. will try to focus.. =)
so far, things have been good. the feeling is gone. which is a good thing. i think i am standing up as a changed person. it doesn't feel awkward anymore. but it seems like we are further apart than previously. everything is good this way. i hope u just don't ruin it.

i don't know why still feel this way.

2010-08-26T01:29:00.002+08:00

have been very busy during this YOG break. duties for YOG, chalets and work. now got to study. haven started on anything yet. good luck to me. tried doing IT in sch today. realised that i had forgotten most of the stuff. hahaha. seriously, time to study! hahaha. EXAMS ARE JUST NEXT WEEK!! yeah, and i still got to work. busy busy.
i don't know why i still feel awkward. don't know what to say and don't dare to look. hai. was a right choice made not to study with u. don't seem to be friends anymore yeah? i guess so.

standing up.

2010-08-12T00:33:00.003+08:00

my fyp event has finally over!! =) was stressful through the week with lots and lots of preparation to be done. and now it's done. feeling very relieved now. just left with the report and suppose to hand in a draft by this fri. so far so good.
3 months. and things are all settled down. was looking through the past photos. purely memories. quite thankful for those memories in the past 2 years. both good and bad. and how much i have changed from since i stepped into SP till now. through the many things that happened, learn a lot.
exams are coming up after this YOG break. need to spend some time to study. shall not let anything to affect me.
it's all good.

living my own life.

2010-08-03T10:52:00.003+08:00

yeah, my own life now! =) was busy with a lot of things for the past 1 week plus and didn't got the time to update. everything has been fine. i am feeling alright.. memories will always remain but kept in a place where not easily found. as for my FYP, OH NO! it's in 5 days' time. this is freaking me out!! very nervous over it.. and so many things not done.. i don't know where to start from. and i am seriously lacking of cash.. need a job badly.. want to work but my 3 weeks holidays are fully packed with YOG duties and studying.. exams are just next month!!! oh crap!! time just seems to be moving way too fast.. there is good and bad i guess.. end here then. time for sch..

everything comes to an end officially

2010-07-25T23:30:00.010+08:00

on 24 july 2010, it marks an end to it. everything came to an end with the decision made and shown right in my face. thanks for making that decision. although it came way too sudden, nv thought of how will i react, still i made it through the night. didn't expect it to come so fast. at least, it put a full stop to everything. couldn't accept it the very moment but still managed to accept the fact. and it was a relief for me. all my questions were answered. there are some stuffs that has no answer but maybe they should be left unknown and nv to be asked again. thanks to those who been through the night with me. a right choice made not to stay at home that night. i don't know how to describe how i feel now. more than happy i guess. for the past 2 months plus, it feels like shit. at this moment, no worries, no questions, nth at all. u are out of my life right here, right now. everything that happened are all in the past. nv will i let u ever step back in and disrupt me again. i will live my own life now. say hello to the new pui hoon. =)

问自己习惯了吗

2010-07-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

忙碌吗？累吗？心还会痛吗？i have no idea how to continue that.. it's very awkward, seriously.. not the right time to ask.. it's so much like friends now, but can i really say that? thanks for the encouragement peeps.. busy with so much things that stop me from thinking.. till now, i don't have the courage to face u and have no idea what to say.. calls that we had mostly are sch work although sometimes we got drifted away.. are those words really what u want to say? i'm living my own life now, peacefully..

你最近还好吗 - S.H.E

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗
是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我快向快乐出发

really trying hard, trust me.

2010-07-16T01:13:00.008+08:00

so much work are just not done and FYP is another huge workload.. hai.. good to have things to keep me working and stop thinking.. like what i say, i am trying hard but not hard enough, i know.. i don't know why is so difficult.. but seriously, as a friend, can't i text becos i am just concerned? some things still bother me but i am not showing.. so it doesn't affect right? but why? a normal text won't bring me back to square 1 right? i'm still trying to ignore the presence and it's not easy.. but really i am trying.. sometimes, i just feel like letting everything go but sth hold me back.. what is it? thoughts still fills but only for quiet moments to myself.. and some things that will recall my memories.. i can say i have been much happier without any nonsense as there are only normal texts.. really fine, really..

不作你的朋友 - S.H.E

慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤

我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候
说我让你感动过

别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友

别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友

慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动

我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候
对我比从前温柔

应该放晴的天气还下雨
别这样下去我难过
但是说不出口

一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛
就能忘记我的记忆
开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头

别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友

别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过

可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友

angry and dumb me.

2010-07-08T01:22:00.002+08:00

went Resort World @ Sentosa ytd.. had lots of fun and taking photos non stop. =) after that, steamboat for dinner!! still feel very bloated with all the prawns!! hahaha..
i have been thinking on my way back home.. have i just made the wrong move and causing myself to hurt more?? maybe i just did.. i don't want to breakdown again for such a person and it's not worth it at all.. thoughts just keep running through my mind and have just settled down as i clearly know what i want.. just going to put everything to an end before i can face him as a friend again.. now, i shall just ignore.. my way of doing things previously didn't work. just realising that i am not as strong as i see myself in the mirror.. not as strong at all.. just hope that everything just move smoothly as it was planned. and i shall forget the promise made.. sorry.

it has never end.

2010-07-05T01:58:00.002+08:00

had been at home the whole day on sunday. time passes very slowly as i am doing my work. somehow, the feeling came back. one part of me seems missing again. i don't know why. maybe, it is really true that when u see the person again then u realise it is so difficult to let it go. bits and pieces of memories starting to form back again. don't know why. this is getting bad. it had been 2 months. 2 months. it just make me wonder, am i really what the rest have been saying? just that somebody that he think of when he has no one else to turn to? do u even call this a good friend? sometimes, not even a hi-bye. it just make me think. really thankful for those who have been there for me always. i feel bad sometimes when i am about to break down. should be time soon for me to stand up.

promise is a BIG word.

2010-07-03T14:15:00.003+08:00

going to watch Germany vs Argentina with grace, mei ying, yong mei on a sat night!! =) GO GERMANY!! HAHA.. i shall stop clubbing for a while provided that there are no temptations ard and things are fine.. busy with my FYP.. can't believe i only left 1 month to prepare the event! so dead man.. and it's only the first week of sch but packed with piles of work uncompleted..

as indeed, promise is a BIG word.. nv use when u are not able to commit fully to it.. i am starting to think, am i back to square 1 again? maybe i am.. still knowing that i am still attached to it and had nv loosen my grip.. somehow, i just can't control it.. can anyone pull me away? just feel gulity for letting ppl down for what i had just said.. i'm sorry.. back to square 1..

am i just a friend or more or just nobody?

2010-07-01T01:13:00.003+08:00

i have nv expected much from anything especially from u. it just keep stirring my thoughts up and how long more can i stand? i just don't understand. and for that, seriously, i just hate myself sometimes. i nv wanted to bring up the same things and problems but u triggered it. have u ever thought about how i feel? i suppose u didn't from the things u did and the words u said. i always wanted to say but somehow it just stop there and nv came out from my mouth. i really feel like shutting myself fron everything. things will nv worked out somehow. just feel helpless.

can life be much simpler?

2010-06-30T01:22:00.003+08:00

yeah, and sch reopens.. back to normal sch life.. getting back papers this week.. sian.. just got back 1 ytd.. shocked me becos didn't expect that.. still ok la..
2nd day of sch and i received such msg.. as a friend, i am just concerned.. really just as a friend (i hope) don't know how can u keep it inside u without sharing.. maybe u have 1000GB storage space in ur mind/heart.. just hoping that de someday will come.. hate things just being left hanging in the air.. just hate it.. why keeping it back? why?
小时候，幸福是件很简单的事；长大后，简单是件很幸福的事
this is very true.. i just don't understand.. there are some things that are so easy to do/say but ppl just make it so complicated.. can't life be much simpler?

what does happy really mean??

2010-06-28T02:08:00.002+08:00

27th: celebrate b'day with wenyi!! made sushi at her hse with sth sth sth big sushi roll maker.. i can nv get the name right.. hahaha.. was rolling sushi non-stop.. then sing K @ marina!! woohoo!! FUN!! =)
that's what is in my mind now.. in this holidays, i had heard and seen a lot.. sometimes, i really wonder am i really happy or it's just for show.. believe that i am much happier than about 1 month ago.. soon, it will be 2.. sch is starting today.. how much can i cope with it?? really hope that u are strong pui hoon..

things are just becoming clearer.

2010-06-25T01:10:00.003+08:00

it's 25 june!! Joshua's b'day!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!! (doubts he sees it) anyway, this week is crazy.. went butter again on 23rd.. just dance for the whole night non stop.. just some things that went through my mind which i shouldn't have even think about it.. but nvm, i still enjoy my night there.. didn't got much sleep after that.. 24th: went out to have dinner with my cousins.. talking about what we did in the past.. hahaha.. quite a lot of dumb and funny things that just brings back wonderful memories.. and today is 25th!! it will gonna to be FUN!! =)

a night that makes me flashback on past memories and think through again.. an afternoon of talks then make me realise a lot of things and understand much more.. wasn't really expecting much.. thought was fine all this while.. but it's true when u really sees the person again and everything just falls back to square one.. i have tried but why aren't things moving in the way i want it to be? the same questions are just popping back into my mind which i could nv get an answer.. how long more do i have to go through this?? i really want a break from all this.. tried very hard to avoid and ignore, sometimes, there are just some things that triggers it and caused all my efforts to be wasted and i am back to square one.. when will i ever stand up??
there is always two sides to a story and each of us will have to learn to understand.

how amazing.

2010-06-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

really surprised by what i saw today! haha.. won't say much.. S'pore is really SMALL.. haha.. unexpecting things do happen when u are not prepared for it.. it's wed and i am being asked to go party again! omg! i really have no idea whether should i go or can i even go in the first place.. haha.. maybe i should be a good girl.. HAHA.. if the 2 Rs see this, next words from them are 'NEXT SCENE!' hahaha.. see how it goes then..
feeling alright.. great day i had.. but there are just some things that i don't understand.. drifted apart?? maybe.. i should put in more effort to get to understand more.. hoping that everything will be fixed..

that's random.

2010-06-22T02:22:00.003+08:00

my last week of holidays and i am so packed with things.. it's 2.30 now as i am writing this post. just finish part of my FYP work. and going to KO very soon.. tired. did have some proper rest at home which is good.. but keep going out and is causing my pocket to burn a huge hole that even my wallet can drop out!! the worst of all is i have no income for this month! great! i am going to live on bread and plain water very soon.. went for aikido training ytd.. and i finally can SLAM!! woohoo!! that's a great achievement for me.. =)
it was very random. shocking at first. didn't know how to react. what came into my mind was: was it really from him? or is it just a prank? a msg that can make me think so much. still i am quite badly affected huh.. i should just stop thinking. had an urge to talk first, somehow my fingers didn't move. have no topic in mind and not going to make a fool out of myself. therfore waited and did started talking. interesting.

a week comes to an end.

2010-06-19T23:15:00.003+08:00

first week of holidays is coming to an end.. hmmm, many things happened after the camp.. busy with a lot of things.. as i had said, on the 16, went clubbing at butter factory with my classmates and friends.. WAS AWESOME!! hahaha.. quite high and happening.. i won't say much.. somehow, i nearly got carried away by my emotions but i remain still.. i could say that i am really HIGH that night.. but didn't do anything stupid.. haha.. 17, went to fix my phone as i cracked the screen.. hai.. can't fix le.. =( then shop with ryan.. dinner and movie with my wonderful friends! hehe.. 18 was my sis b'day.. stayed at home, rotted the whole day at home.. went out with my family to watch karate kid in the evening and had laska steamboat for dinner/supper!! =)
i still think that i am who i was last time.. maybe just a slight change.. ppl grow from experiences and i think i did.. i suppose i did change ever since i have stepped into poly but some things do change the way of my thinking.. still believing that time will heal the wounds.. others say u have to do sth in order to heal from the wounds and not just wait.. what can i do?? seriously i have no idea.. for the past one month, it feel like a part of me was missing and nowhere to be found.. but now, i no longer feel that often.. so i do believe that time heals.. some say to be prepared, the real challenge comes when u see the person again.. maybe.. without seeing really makes me feel better.. but how long will it lasts? i don't know.. there are so many what ifs but there is only a chance.. once u miss the only chance, no matter how much u regret and how many what ifs u have, the chance will nv come back.. u can nv turn back time, so regrets are left behind.. still got to move on.. how much am i prepared? i have no idea but i believe someday i will be ready..

16: y so down?

2010-06-16T14:53:00.004+08:00

back from Aikido FO Camp!!! tiring but fun!! camp are always fun.. hahaha.. and it's finally 16!!! BUTTER FACTORY!! haha.. but honestly, i am not really in a mood to go today.. haha.. maybe when i reach there it is a different story.. will i ever get bored of clubbing? i don't know.. haha.. lots of things got to do this holidays!! packed with many things but just feel like slacking my holidays away.. a break from eveything..
why won't i stop thinking? but i think i did for a moment.. it no longer matters to me anymore i guess.. it will just be hidden in a corner, can be found easily but just choose to ignore.. will it soon be out of my view? i hope it does.. i don't want to take a step forward or to take a step back.. neither will i hold on tight, nor i will let it go.. as for now, at this moment, it is just fine.. nobody knows what will happen next, time will just tell me what to do..

marks the end of MST.

2010-06-11T23:38:00.003+08:00

YEAH!! MST END LE!! great! hahaha.. my last paper can't make it liao.. didn't study much and so difficult.. good luck pui hoon.. hahaha.. let's see, my holidays are quite packed on the first week.. busy! 2nd week nth planned.. except on 25th.. heehee..
hmmm, it just keeps me thinking.. really everything end today? MST marks the end of it? see how it goes, that's what i can say..

MST week.

2010-06-09T00:15:00.003+08:00

it's wed now and my 3rd paper is starting in 10 hrs time.. i'm still studying for it.. feeling tired.. the stress level is there but hasn't got the mood to study.. still trying hard to study.. my notes are like so thick! lucky that not everything are tested..
what my pm says: can the week end faster? but i wish was for the week to end slower.. it's the time spend that make me feel that everything seems back to normal.. the talks, the laughs and jokes.. it's going to end by this friday right? yeah, i guess this friday.. will i feel happier? maybe, maybe not.. i don't know.. 2 weeks of holidays after this MST ends.. how will it goes? that's left unknown..

a week.

2010-06-04T23:46:00.007+08:00

this week in sch was busy with all the projects and tests coming up.. as to what i said in my previous post, it was really amazing.. this week was just like those days.. somehow, sth is still lacking.. everything seems normal.. how i wish this week can be longer and passes slower.. don't know why i feel that this week ended faster than last week.. the time just zoom past.. can't every minute, every second be much slower? i guess everything does come to an end.. i think i am really fortunate to have such great friends who cares.. thank you ppl..

will it be just only a week or 2 and then it will just disappear? how i wish it will not be just 2 weeks.. but the truth always hurts.. what do u think? do i get a say in this?? maybe not.. it doesn't lie with me.. how far can i go? how long can it be? these are just qns that maybe time will answer for me..

恋人未满-S.H.E

为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面
在朋友里面就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴

为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些

友达以上恋人未满
甜蜜心烦愉悦混乱
我们以后会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案

再靠近一点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只作朋友

再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我

为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对

我不相信都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定
对我说我爱你

再靠近一点就让你牵手
再勇敢一点我就跟你走
你还等什么时间已经不多
再下去只好只作朋友

再向前一点点我就会点头
再冲动一点点我就不闪躲
不过三个字别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口你就能拥有我

misleading.

2010-06-02T00:43:00.004+08:00

sch as per normal.. interesting things happened.. i didn't know 1 sentence can change so much?! haha.. but there are 2 possibilities to this.. and i am quite pessimistic about this hence, it is always the bad 1 will stand a higher percentage..

amazing. but what is the truth? nobody knows, only you know it yourself.

我会好好过-李玖哲

你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收你都只是风

你来过却爱上自由
你出走我不问理由

我会好好过等你再爱我
总有个角落会让你想起我
我会好好过等你再爱我
向右或向左都有我站在这里守候

你的爱很像泡沫
太轻或太重都不在手中
我的爱就像天空
太放或太收你都只是风

你来过却爱上自由
你出走我不问理由

我会好好过等你再爱我
总有个角落会让你想起我
我会好好过等你再爱我
向右或向左都有我站在这里守候

你留下很多够我面对寂寞
寂寞不重重是爱太多
我会好好过
当你回头看到的一定是我

我会好好过等你再爱我
总有个角落会让你想起我
我会好好过等你再爱我
向右或向左都有我站在这里守候

it's just peaceful.

2010-05-31T01:59:00.004+08:00

hmmm, from fri to sun, i have been working @ Expo and @ Marina.. had fun at expo cuz i made new friends and had an eye candy to stare at for the 2 full days.. hahaha.. sad thing is, i didn't get his number.. =( tall, tan and fit! HOT BODY! woohoo! hahaha.. fri (28/5), it's daryl b'day.. went to powerhouse to celebrate his b'day.. didn't drink.. good girl lor.. hehe.. left at about 4am.. work up at 9am to prepare to go to work.. hahaha.. was quite tired but i had someone to talk to to keep me awake and my eye candy to stare at.. haha.. got one time i got caught staring at him.. he was doing his stuff then i was looking at him, suddenly he turn towards my direction, i immediately turned away.. damn pai sei la.. hahaha.. had fun @ expo.. =) marina sales was bad on sunday.. =( left early from work.. had salad with hongni for dinner.. hehe.. so that's my long weekend..

still trying hard, just need time.. standing alone, no more support.. quiet and empty, missing those days, but no turning back i guess.. sometimes, just wonder: is there still a chance or possibility?

feeling just alright but weird.

2010-05-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

let's see.. nth much in sch ytd.. was early for sch, but nearly dozed off in the lecture.. need my ice coffee badly but didn't get it till after sch.. stayed back for FYP discussion after sch.. but most of the time playing FB.. haha.. oops!! =) still we managed to discuss some stuffs.. went vivo with renuka and ryan, de 2 Rs.. =) still talking about the same stuff i am facing.. for the past 3 weeks, really thank them for being there for me always.. =)

it seems like it doesn't affect u at all.. what i can say now is avoiding is not an option but if u choose to do so, i am left with no other choices but to accept and leave it to fate.. like what they say, everything was not taken seriously at all and no longer i should put any hope into it..

just to let go.

2010-05-27T00:10:00.002+08:00

ytd YUM CHA was great!!! still feel quite full now.. haha.. helped out in a sch event today so missed my tutorial.. nth much happened.. hoping for a great day tmr.. but got to stay back after sch to rush FYP and camp games.. =( that's abt it.. =)

learning to adapt and learning to let go.. may not be easy but can be done.. be strong, my girl.. u can..

it takes time.

2010-05-26T00:53:00.007+08:00

time passes very fast in sch ytd.. everyone is stressing over their presentation, except for my grp.. but we got to pick out one of them to be the winner.. that's worse.. haha.. and i think for the 3 yrs in poly, this is my first/second time that i really listen to my classmates' presentation.. hahaha.. amazing.. as i observe my classmates when they are preparing their slides, i feel the stress for them too.. very tense.. went for aikido training after sch but was quite late.. hehe.. that's about it.. =) today YUM CHA!!! HEHEHE.. =D

still 'strangers' i guess...

想太多-李玖哲

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多OH~

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

what a lovely evening.

2010-05-24T12:31:00.002+08:00

haha.. this is just random.. ytd after my post, went out with Chris to watch Robin Hood @ Marina.. haha.. damn random.. then after movie, had dinner with grace who have ended work at 9pm @ Xin Wang Taiwan.. then the 3 of us went to starbucks to have coffee.. continue chatting... randomly, we 3 agreed to go to a bar and drink.. hahaha.. this is just so weird and so crazy.. but i did have fun.. interesting talks we had.. after that, cab home.. expensive sia.. $9.60 =(
i am so looking forward for some things to happen.. hehe.. this is becoming interesting.. =)

maybe it's just time to let go, girl.. even how much u want it, u know it will nv happen, then it's really time to just let go.. believing that both of us can be much happier..

i have no idea.

2010-05-23T14:55:00.004+08:00

2 weeks.. too much, too sudden, too ridiculous.. how can it happen so randomly? all these while, those were all fake? what more is coming up? more crap? maybe.. there is still a long way which no one will know what is going to happen.. but as for now, definitely it's crap.. ALL CRAP!! all the nonsense that i have been told, they just don't make sense.. not at all.. the actions and words doesn't match.. how much more can i believe and how long more? thought it will be easy but not at all.. definitely not.. ignoring and avoiding is not an option at all.. and 'don't know' is not an answer, it will be a 'yes' to me.. how much more can i take it? i really don't know.. efforts put in will just be wasted.. tears that have been shed are just plain useless.. what more can i ask for? nth i guess..

-

2010-05-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

this is going to be the end. it will not be the same as b4.

OMG! i'm YEAR 3 SOON..

2010-04-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

yup.. on the 19th april, i am year 3.. that's crazy.. so fast.. unbelievable.. hahaha.. hmmm, i last blogged in was 20 feb.. haha.. going to 2 months.. many things happened.. way too much.. anyway, sch is going to start which means got to adapt and change my holidays lifestyle.. hai.. timetable sucks!! no fun.. FYP starting soon.. i am going to year 3 way too fast.. hai..

some things just gonna change.. it's no longer how it was last time..

-no title-

2010-02-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

let's see.. last post is 26th jan 2010.. i doubt anyone read.. haha.. but still, here are some updates.. hmmm.. i cut my hair, again, dye it.. haha.. but can't really see de colour.. currently, it is de exams period.. trying hard to concentrate to study.. haha.. 3 papers to go.. plans for holidays are up: work, work and work.. nth much to do anyway.. so yup.. end here.. =)

"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." ~ William Jennings Bryan

2010

2010-01-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

haha.. yes, it's has been more than a month ever since i last blogged.. hahaha.. didn't got the time to update and nth much to update i would say.. life still goes on with studies..

简单的来说，生活还是这样地过下去。很多事情，终究是一样。
我的心情就像在玩秋千一样，荡得高高的时候，虽然很短暂，已经很满足了。
新的一年，新的希望。我相信人生会更多姿多彩的。

signing off.. =)

MST coming..

2009-11-29T01:04:00.004+08:00

yup.. as what my title states, MST is coming.. and Hoa is leaving.. so sad.. but great to see her ending her 'A's soon.. she had been stressed for the past few months for her big exams.. and it's realy time for her to relax.. good for her.. haha.. so i was saying that MST is just round the corner, i had really no idea for the past 6 weeks what i had been learning in sch.. hahaha.. no idea!! it just doesn't seem to get into my brain.. and now MST is coming.. so dead.. let's see.. some updates.. i had been to a club for the 1st time after i got 18!! haha.. it was so-so.. loud music, dancing, drinking, talking crap.. and yup, that is my first time.. hahaha.. may go again but not so soon..
end here then.. =)

currently: emotionless, speechless and penniless

Just to update..

2009-11-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

yup.. it had been one month plus ever since i last blogged.. so to keep it alive, i will post right now.. as my last post was saying, i am now done with my ITP.. quite satisfied with it.. and now school has started for 3 weeks.. many things happened and changed during de one month.. it's time to leave it aside and drop it someday.. life moves on with projects coming up, presentations and many tutorials.. 1 impt thing is finally i am 18!! hahaha.. but it didn't make any difference in my life so far.. haven been to a club, didn't buy alcohol on my own and nv watch a M18 movie.. so ya.. life is just as boring as b4.. some things are just left undone.. maybe needs more time..

my 6 week of holidays are gone..

2009-09-13T18:05:00.002+08:00

yup.. having work attachment currently.. in other words, my weekdays are booked.. hai.. it is also a good thing actually, so that i wont be spending money going out to shop.. soon, i will declared bankrupt until when i get my pay.. hahaha.. let's see.. for my ITP, nth much for me to do, maybe it is just the first week.. but i feel comfortable attached to the company.. it's so near my hse.. hahaha.. within 10 mins can reach the office le.. haha.. oh ya.. just came to know that results are out on the 23rd sept.. haha.. pray that i can maintain my gpa.. good enough for me.. hehe.. that's all then.. =)

tired and sick..

2009-08-16T18:39:00.001+08:00

let's see.. it had been more than a month since i last blogged.. hahaha.. anyway, many many many things happened.. but the most impt thing is exams are here!! ya.. so now currently still slacking, having a bad flu and don't feel like studying.. so i am here to blog.. haha.. nth much i will have to say.. just to come here to make a post as not to let it rot.. so i would say, i am now currently sick, penniless and stressed too.. hahaha.. that will summarise what i had did for the past 1 month plus.. hahaha..

it's july!!

2009-07-04T23:55:00.002+08:00

omg!! july!! sch started on 29 june.. didnn't have time to blog at all.. after the whole water week, sch reopens.. hai.. busy busy busy.. got back some of my papers.. results: one word: bad.. hai.. what to do.. it's over.. got to work harder i guess.. haha..
so a lot of things happened these few weeks.. started with singapore international water week, joshua's b'day, sch reopen, wenyi's b'day and jiayu's b'day.. hehe.. so had cake so many times.. haha.. and all are nice.. =)
nth much to add on.. that's all.. =)

busy holidays..

2009-06-11T21:22:00.010+08:00

let's see.. it is not holidays at all.. my holidays are packed with a lot of things.. tutorials to be done, event, birthday preps.. these 3 weeks are really not enough.. hai.. what to do.. but at least there is a slight break here and there.. haha..

so went for aikido FO camp on the 8/6 till 9/6... haha.. supposed to start on the 7/6 but wasn't free.. hehe.. so had bbq for dinner and then night walk.. i screamed the hell out of me.. i also don't really know why i was so scared.. so whoever scare me, i screamed.. haha.. lucky got a brave partner.. haha.. can't imagine of both of us screamed.. i think i will laugh all the way.. hahahaha... ok.. so that's for camp.. went for event briefing today.. so got to go to marina barrage, NEWater and changi sth sth sth.. oops.. haha.. can't remember but i know that place deal with sewerage.. haha.. got a smell actually but not that bad.. haha.. tmr had the briefing again.. got to reach sch at 9am.. sian.. snapped some photos at clarke quay on 7/6..

and the photo took in camp.. hehe.. yup.. signing off.. =)

term test is over... muhahaha..

2009-06-06T15:07:00.006+08:00

finally.. suffered for the past 7 days.. all the revision and studying, waking up early in the morning to take exams, stuck in traffic jam early in the morning.. torturing.. but it's over!! haha.. so had 6 tests in 5 days.. it sux!!

1/6 - logistics and site operations: hai.. didn't complete..

2/6 - public relations and marketing: didn't complete too..

3/6 - cross cultural studies: should be able to pass, IT: theory, i ruined it.. practical, ok lor..

4/6 - event creation and market research: ok lor.. can pass..

5/6 - accounts and finance: the income statement worth 35 marks gone!! hai..

so that's about it la.. 3 weeks later then worry about the results.. haha.. so last day of paper which is ytd, went to sing k at clementi from 11 to 2 pm, tgt with meiying and wenyi.. after that, went orchard walk walk.. and there is an event held at far east there.. i suppose this event budget damn ex la.. 5 Lamborghini leh.. orange, green, black, yellow and red.. damn cool!! haha.. so we spent like 1 hr plus at there just wanted to see them drive off but was parked there quite long.. as i was walking to the bus stop, managed to see them drove off.. awesome!! haha.. some photos..

some photos taken while rushing CCS report.. hahaha..

that's all.. =)

oh well..

2009-05-26T00:00:00.004+08:00

term tests coming.. no revision done.. busy with lots of tutorials.. hai.. long time nv update.. haha.. since got to relink ppl so just update lor.. so as i had mentioned b4 i joined aikido for real, went for their training.. had cramps and ache everywhere.. sob sob.. everytime after the monday training, next day is a torture to me.. really too long nv exercise.. haha.. but i am starting to like it.. so doesn't really matters.. haha.. as for paintball, no call or sms sia.. sad.. want to play.. haha.. but whatever.. maybe aikido is enough.. haha.. later having CCS presentation, last grp.. sure overshot the 20 mins limit.. who cares.. haha.. everything seems normal and relaxed now although with all the tutorials to complete.. starting to feel the strees from the term test.. really feel that i had kinda wasted every day's lesson.. nth went into my brain.. haha.. 船到桥头自然直.. haha.. =)

green tea and whiskey: weird taste

updates..

2009-05-13T20:36:00.008+08:00

hehe.. very long nv blog le.. so yup.. i don't really remember what i did last week.. haha.. but i can remember that there is CCA showcase and i joined aikido and paintball.. hehehe.. =) time to exercise le.. haha.. so i got into aikido and went for the training on 11/5.. very tiring.. kept rolling on the mat.. haha.. and so on the 12/5, i got muscule ache everywhere.. hahaha.. on the 12/5, went to take the Singapore Flyer with meiying, grace, wenyi, yong mei and pearly.. it was ok la.. haha.. different views at different heights.. didn't really manage to see the sunset.. had our dinner at Popeye and then desserts at Waraku @ marina square.. hehe.. so was very bloated when i reached home.. got home and rushed to complete tutorials.. haha.. slept at 2am, woke up at 6.40am.. very tired... didn't listen in class today as i am half awake.. hahaha.. after lunch in sch, went to collect my pay but damn suay la.. the person not in and had to u-turn back home.. wth sia.. wasted my time of travelling.. so currently i am still bankrupt.. hai.. really need money sia.. and they better pay me the march commission or else good luck for them.. went home and out to tiong to meet up with joshua and renuka.. then came liyana and wendy.. =) some photos at the flyer..

kinda lazy to add captions.. so ya.. haha.. that's all.. signing off.. =)

still bankrupt..

2009-05-04T21:53:00.005+08:00

no pay, no commission, no money!! argh!! still not in the schooling mode.. haha.. 2 weeks of sch passed le.. so fast.. now rushing many tutorials.. haha..

the first time i saw this.. haha..

at omni-theatre on the 29/4..suspicious article that i saw on 3/5 when i go to grace hse on the MRT.. hehe..

that's all.. =)

1st may..

2009-05-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

so now is 12.27am, 1st may.. may has come.. can't believe time pass so so so fast.. many things happened these few days.. i am now currently damn pissed off by the company i am working in.. my commission is supposed to be in my account by 15 april 2009 and now is 1may 2009.. wtf sia.. not in at all and the acct dept person claimed that she had already credited into my account.. fine!! but where the hell is the money!!! damn freaking pissed off la.. she say help me check and call me back later when i call her ytd afternoon.. but no calls at all.. wtf!!! 1 week b4 this i went to the bank and ask, they said nth is credited into my acct.. so i supposed both parties are pushing the 'blame' to each other.. ridiculous la!!! i had been cursing and swearing at the 2 parties the whole afternoon.. haha.. another thing happened in work.. work at raffles city robinsons on the 19/4, there is this customer came to collect her repair item and pay for her charges which is $10.. so after she pay, i record it down and put the money and receipt in the book.. then i saw a box which allow us to put repair money, so i put the money in the box.. on 29/4, my retail manager called and ask me abt the $10.. so i said it is in the box.. she say don't have and cannot find.. i am like 'what the hell!!'.. so left with no choice got to fork out the $10 from my own pocket and without getting the commission which i am suppose to get on the 15/4... wtf!!! don't even know whether can i get my commission money.. does any1 know whether there is a law that a company is liable for not paying the employee?? hahaha.. really damn irritated by this la.. and the tone that the person use to talk to me ytd sound like i am at fault la!!! wth.. what kind of attitude is that??!! my fault meh?! is sound more like the company or the bank's fault lor.. 2 weeks leh.. damn angry la.. hai..

17 again..

2009-04-25T22:45:00.003+08:00

hahahaha.. finally get to watch '17 again'!!! watch with renuka, hongni and wendy at vivo.. at first, we wanted to buy the tickets there.. after checking the seats in the morning, left first 3 rows and a few seats at the back.. so no choice, we booked online.. great movie.. zac effron so handsome.. hahaha.. some photos on ryan's birthday..

that's all.. =)

relax..

2009-04-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

1st week of sch is going to end soon.. the modules are more theory this semester.. so time to switch on and work my brain le.. haha.. had met up with both hongni and renuka this 2 days ago and ytd.. met them and wendy at tiong 2 days ago.. met them and ryan at vivo ytd.. talked some crap there.. haha.. my commission for last month wasn't bank into my account.. damn sad la.. got to wait for a week more.. currently was declared bankrupt.. sob.. wanted to watch 'Knowing' with meiying ytd but she got to go back sch at 5 plus so scared not enough time.. in the end, didn't watch.. sob sob.. but we had ice cream at a japanese restaurant (can't remember the name) at cineleisure.. talked about night walks that we had in yr 1.. hahaha..
nth much this week.. so end here.. =)

first day of sch..

2009-04-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

so first day.. wasn't very lucky.. late.. hahaha.. ok i admit.. i did step out of my hse a bit late but the waiting time for the bus is damn long, freaking 15 mins leh.. so ya.. i was late.. then the afternoon lesson, i couldn't keep my eyes open.. nearly dozed off.. hahaha.. went home straight after sch.. me good girl.. haha..
sth funny happen ytd after work.. i was at the bus stop waiting for bus.. at first, i saw 1 cockroach crawling ard.. after a while, there is this passer-by step on it.. and the cockroach was half dead but still moving.. then another 1 appear.. it suddenly came towards me.. scared me sia.. it then crawled up the seat which is beside me.. as i stared at it, another cockroach appeared.. wth.. it crawled towards me again.. so i moved away then the one on the seat flew towards my direction.. wth!! i ran away la.. then the 1 that is flying scare 2 ladies and they screamed.. hahaha.. stupid cockroaches la.. thought singapore is a clean and green city.. still got so many cockroaches at a bus stop.. crap la.. haha.. scared the hell out of me sia..
so ya.. haha.. =)

Ryan's 18th b'day!! =)

2009-04-18T13:59:00.004+08:00

happy birthday ryan!! haha.. yeah!!! 1 more person can help us buy alcohol.. hahaha.. my turn will soon be here.. haha.. it starts from the 16/4..

16/4: 1 day b4 ryan's b'day.. booked a chalet at pasir ris.. meet up with ryan, wendy, renuka at joshua at tiong to have lunch.. supposed to meet at 1pm.. but as usual every1 is late.. but i am the earliest.. (the names mantioned are according to who reach tiong first..) hahaha.. so lunch at kopitiam.. had bubble tea as we waited for joshua.. went ntuc bought drinks.. off we go to pasir ris.. candice came.. after reaching the chalet, waited for liyana to check in.. derek and his freind came.. liyana arrived at about 5.30pm... things didn't go as planned.. won't touch much on that.. had dinner at e!hub if i got the name of the shopping centre right.. haha.. went ntuc to buy alcohol and beer.. the rest went back.. wendy, joshua, renuka and me waited for hongni.. played DDR.. failed all the stages.. haha.. bought the cake and went back.. things got worse.. went out to have a walk and got a lot of mosquito bites.. went back to the chalet.. started drinking.. i got drunk but at least not to an extent that i don't know what i am doing.. still a bit sober.. so at 12 midnight, sang birthday song for ryan with the cake bought earlier..

17/4: didn't eat the cake.. continued drinking.. but after a while, stopped by joshua.. soon, KO liao.. hahaha.. i slept and wake up a few times.. woke up at about 3 plus and let hongni slept.. about 4, shared bed with hongni and slept all the way till 6 plus.. ate the cake as 'breakfast'.. sent hongni off.. check out and took the long train ride back.. reached home about 10am.. ate a cup noodles b4 bathe.. slept from 12 plus till 3 plus going to 4.. ate my lunch and went out again to meet up with them.. reached ps with liyana.. met up with renuka, joshua, wendy and daryl.. waited for ryan.. ate our dinner at mac becos everywhere is full.. hongni came.. decided to watch movie, fast and furious 4 @ 9.45pm... hoa came just in time.. nice movie.. exciting sia.. haha.. but sit quite close to the screen so after watching neck kinda tired.. movie end at 12 plus.. took 14 home with wendy.. =) the day doesn't really end with a bang but still enjoy it.. =)

that's how ryan's 18th b'day goes.. some photos taken in both days.. hehe..

renuka and me at the cake shop..

ferris wheel in e!hub

father(ryan) and son(stranger)?? haha.. group photo.. with the kid lying on ryan's shoulder.. haha.. renuka (@ mac)random shot of ryan and darylrenuka and hongnianother accidental group photo.. haha...ryan with our movie tickets..

when i got more photos, will try to upload.. haha.. =)

just being random..

2009-04-10T13:09:00.004+08:00

7/4: work

8/4: woke up at 9.30am.. at 10am, log in to register for my GEMs.. got the one i wanted, personal financial planning but it's on thursday again.. hai.. after lunch, went to henderson waves and met up with siew chin as we walked from there to kent ridge park.. took us about 1 hr plus.. played in Hortpark for a while and then rest for about half an hour at kent ridge park.. it was damn hot!! i was sweating non stop.. haha.. as we walked into kent ridge park, siew chin was in front of me then we heard a loud sound.. when we turned back at look, we saw a tree branch fell like about 5m away from me.. shocked the hell out of me sia.. luckily that i walked at a faster speed.. or else i won't be able to blog now.. haha.. after resting, walked to the bus stop at took 175 back.. accompanied siew chin for her dinner.. got a call from renuka and ask whether want to play badminton.. so after that 3km walk, i had a 1 hr of badminton b4 go home to bathe and rest.. exercise day for me.. haha.. some photos taken during the walk..

decriptions of the different paths
start of the forest path
on our way to kent ridge parkat the HortPark canopy walk @ kent ridge parkfinding our way to the bus stop

9/4: woke up at 7.45am.. but was still late for rehearsal which is at 9am.. heehee.. to say the truth, i wasted my 2 hours there as to just sit and do nth.. no offence but ya, it's kinda useless.. after that went to have lunch.. then waited 15mins for 166 to vivo.. was asked by my uncle to buy print head at keppel bay tower.. waited for that ryan for about an hour.. just becos he is still full from his heavy breakfast.. met up with him in 61 and went to Alexandra hospital to find hongni.. and just nice she ended work.. saw arion, swee mun and wei qian.. seemed ages ever since i last saw them.. went over to queensway to buy my shoes as the same time renuka came.. hehe.. bought a pair of converse shoes.. =) may came and went back to vivo again.. my holidays can't leave vivo sia.. bought sth to munch as we waited for wendy and liyana.. may left and the rest of us had dinner.. wanted to drink so took mrt to Clarke quay.. played cards, only ryan, liyana and hongni drank.. hoa came at 10.30pm and i left at 10.30pm.. haha.. got to go home..

yup.. so that's it then.. slacking at home today i guess.. *yawn*

a week packed with things..

2009-04-06T00:24:00.007+08:00

14 more days to sch reopen.. hadn't got the time to blog these few days.. hehe..

3/4: went sentosa with renuka and liyana.. so got a bit more tan and got sunburnt at my back.. haha.. supposed to meet at 1030 but both liyana and i woke up at 10.. hahaha.. pity renuka.. haha.. lunch at subway and back to tan.. left ard 5 plus.. home for dinner..

4/4: went to watch movie with hongni, hoa, liyana and renuka.. we watch Mall Cop.. can't remember the full name of the movie.. hehe.. yup.. so it's quite funny.. hoa laughed even if it wasn't that funny.. so most of the time we heard her laughter.. after movie, hoa went home, liyana went work.. so left the 3 of us, went vivo, met up with ryan.. played arcade, ate dinner and talk some tamil language which made me and renuka laughed until our energy are totally drained off.. all thanks to ryan with his 'tamil words'..

as for ytd(5/4), work.. sales was bad.. =(

signing off.. =)

it's april..

2009-04-02T11:23:00.002+08:00

sch starting in 18 days time.. good i guess... hahaha.. so called got my job back.. need to work later.. sometimes i can't wait for sch to start.. haha.. and ya.. ytd is april fool's day.. anyone got tricked?? haha.. me, no.. haha.. nice lunch ytd.. meet up with renuka and liyana at vivo @ 5.30pm.. supposed to meet renuka earlier but ya.. haha.. kinda lazy to upload photos here.. haha.. soon soon.. =)

oh wow!! so jobless without warning..

2009-03-31T22:09:00.003+08:00

wtf!!! now really not in a good mood.. currently out of job and couldn't find another 1 as sch is starting in 20 days time.. feel like whacking ppl up.. damn!! hai.. a sentence, i don't need you, turn me jobless.. wth!! still can't believe it.. i can understand how those ppl without job feel.. what to do.. only a employee.. argh!! forget it..
ytd(30/3), it's meiying's b'day!! =) went out for dinner with her, grace, wenyi, yong mei and pearly.. meet up at 6.30pm at city hall.. walked to marina square and had our dinner at a japanese pasta restaurant, waraku (i think.. haha..) yup.. had a wonderful dinner and it's also ladies' night for that restaurant so we got a $60 voucher.. haha.. think will be going back for dessert when sch reopen.. haha.. then went to a shop where there are a lot of machines where u put in token and can 'pick' the soft toy... i dont know la.. haha.. but ya.. so yongmei, pearly and wenyi keep meiying accompany as grace and me went to buy cake.. without knowing where to buy, we walked aimlessly.. haha.. in the end we bought it from secret recipe.. forgot about the candle so we went back then ask the staff from kbox for lighter.. as we walked the flame extinguished so borrow a lighter from some guy b4 we 'surprised' meiying.. hahaha.. after that, we walked ard till 9.45pm started to make our way back.. and home sweet home.. =) although it's a short meet-up, caught up with pearly and grace about their itp.. haha.. and yongmei is tanned.. hahaha..
as for today, had rehearsal in sch at 10am.. but i woke up at 9.15am.. hahaha.. so i was late.. thought yongmei will wake up but when i called her at 9.53am, she just woke up.. haha.. partly is my fault.. haha.. so it ends ard 12pm.. the others bought cake for meiying.. then went PS with meiying as we are watching the 'confessions of a shopaholic'.. nice and funny.. laugh and laugh.. hahaha.. b4 the movie, had our lunch at pizza hut.. saw a lesbian couple which we think they are and got this weird uncle talking to himself.. scary.. he still tell the pizza i am going to eat.. hahaha.. went to play arcade and went in for the movie and then arcade again.. haha.. went home ard 6 plus..
so ya.. not really in a mood to upload the photos taken in hk.. next time then..

back from hk!! =)

2009-03-27T19:37:00.003+08:00

yup.. went for a sch trip to Hong Kong on the 23rd to 26th march with meiying, angela, theresa and daren.. had lots of fun.. hahaha.. =) went to both disneyland and ocean park.. went shopping till late at night and every night slept at abt 3.. haha.. so most of the time in the coach, i am sleeping.. haha.. the weather there is damn cold!! wore my sweater all the time except on the 2nd days which we went to disneyland.. all the streets seemed the same to me.. haha.. not surprised if i get lost.. haha..
1st day(23/3): woke up at about 5.15am.. met mei ying in the cab at about 6.10am.. reached the airport at 6.30am.. felt damn tired la.. check-in, went to walk ard b4 boarding the plane at 8.45am.. reached hk at 11 plus.. went to hotel then set off to stanley market.. nth much interesting there.. went to the peak.. not much scenery to see also.. had dinner at about 9 plus.. shopped at cotton on and sasa.. took the MTR back to hotel.. took some time for the lecturers to find the way back so reached the hotel 11 plus going to 12 i guess.. haha.. then 5 of us went out again and back to hotel at about 12 plus.. after the hot bath, both meiying and i couldn't sleep so played cards b4 sleeping at 2.30am.. haha..
2nd day(24/3): woke up at 7.. bathe and went down for breakfast.. the buffet breakfast don't have much choices, was ok ok.. then set off to Disneyland at 10am.. reached there at about 10.45am.. started to explore the place.. so most of the time 5 of us walked and walked non-stop.. tried out almost all the rides and took photos with mickey, minnie, winnie the pooh, tigger, pluto, cinderella and snow white.. our lunch is sweet corn.. at 3.30pm, watch the parade.. and at 7.30pm, watch the fireworks.. bought some stuffs from disneyland.. left disneyland at 8 plus.. then dinner at 9 i think and went to the ladies' street.. bought a pair of shades for 50hk.. came to realise it's quite ex.. hai.. continued to walk till 11 plus.. back to hotel at 12 plus.. slept at 3am.. haha..
3rd day(25/3): woke up at 8am.. bathe then ate breakfast with the same choices.. haha.. set off to Asia World Expo at 10am.. had some educational talk from the staff there till 12.. then took their public bus to a shopping centre.. ate our lunch, KFC, at about 3.. went back to hotel and out again to another shopping centre.. supposed to watch the musical foundation at 8pm but since we got nth to do, we left the shopping mall and went to another street to do some shopping.. haha.. met up with daren's friend and had dinner with her.. continued our shopping and took cab to another place to shop.. haha.. the last stop was a shopping centre where we all bought quite a number of things.. and theresa really good in bargaining.. haha.. impressed.. had our dessert at about 12 plus and back to hotel at 1 plus.. called the lecturer to report that we are back.. haha.. and again slept at 3am.. haha..
last day (26/3): woke up late.. supposed to wake up at 6.45am, but end up woke up at 7.30am.. so both meiying and i rushed to bathe and pack.. haha.. had breakfast at 8.20am when we are suppose to report at 8.30am.. haha.. then set off to Ocean Park.. reached there about 9.45am.. had a 2-hr educational trip including a 1 hr marketing talk.. kept dozing off.. haha.. then went to explore the place.. played the more exciting rides.. screamed like mad.. haha.. had our lunch, mac.. then ice cream.. played some fun fair kinda games and got 2 tiger key chains, 1 cow and 1 zebra.. haha.. after that, long ride to the airport.. ate dessert there.. rushed our way to the gate and on the way back to singapore.. reach singapore at 11.42pm.. both my parents came.. brought meiying home then home for me.. after a warm bath, slept at about 2.30am.. hehe..
yup.. so that's all.. not much photos so when i got them, will try to upload a few.. =)

everything will be fine...

2009-03-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

many things had been happening these 2 weeks.. just pray and hope that everything will be fine.. i guess.. i supposed that's what i can do for now..

hoa's 20th b'day!!

2009-03-14T23:52:00.009+08:00

hahaha.. yeah!! ytd(13/3), hoa's b'day!! had lots, lots and lots of fun!! haha.. b4 the day come, many things were planned and not letting hoa know.. haha.. yup.. so let's start.. on 13/3, met at hoa's hse the bus stop at 1pm with hongni, ryan, wendy, renuka, joshua and liyana.. but as usual, everyone was late.. and i am the earliest.. haha.. we had decided to give hoa a surprise by appearing at her door when she stepped out of her hse.. haha.. but she doesn't seem shocked becos she saw us.. hahaha.. ya.. then went to vivo.. after lunch, went sentosa.. liyana and hoa went to play the luge and the rest of us prepared the cake.. sang b'day song and went to check-in into our 'chalet'.. at first, i thought it was a room but it turned out to be a hut.. it's damn small!!! but at least there is a roof over our heads.. haha.. then went to the beach, played volleyball, cards, basketball.. took lots of photos.. haha.. supposed plan to throw hoa into the water but failed.. haha.. then dinner came.. thanks to joshua and renuka.. =) had pizza.. then played 'the polar bear'.. kinda lame.. haha.. but still fun.. went back to our hut.. only hoa and i bathe.. we started playing cards and drank at the same time.. the hut is really damn small.. we talked lots of crap.. wanted to sleep but once i shut my eyes they will sure to make me wake up by screaming la.. yup.. slept with hoa on the same bed at about 2 i think.. haha.. but couldn't sleep becos got ppl outside playing some lame game sia.. then the screaming that they did make me awake.. haha.. so i woke up a few times.. at about 6 plus, hongni, liyana, renuka and wendy came back and was awake by them.. found out that renuka was drunk.. real drunk.. she talked some weird stuff.. then she threw up and nearly slept outside the hut.. hongni managed to carry her in.. after a while, she slept and everyone of us slept.. until 9.30, was woken up by hongni.. liyana tried waking up the guys.. good job to her,, haha.. check out at about 10 plus b4 1030.. went back to harbour front to have our breakfast.. then home sweet home..

had work at 6.. tiring.. only managed to get a 1 hr nap.. today sales sux.. haha.. but whatever.. heehee.. some photos taken on hoa's b'day..

supposed to have more photos but the uploading time is freaking damn long.. so forget it.. haha.. that's all then.. =)

2nd week of holidays

2009-03-09T12:49:00.002+08:00

my week started with work again.. nth much about work but did a lot of boring stuffs when there is no customers.. so last week, work, off, sick on the 5/3.. hai.. got food poisoning according to the doctor.. so had plain, tasteless porridge for 2 days.. never am i going to get sick again.. on the 6/3, went to sch in the morning for briefing about the FOP.. wasted my $1.13 just for a 40 mins meeting.. rest of the time played spot the difference.. haha.. during the evening, went to vivo.. suppose to have dinner with renuka, hongni, wendy, joshua, liyana, ryan and his gf.. but too bad i am sick so after my 'wonderful' porridge, met them to watch 'Role Models'.. it was funny, very vulgar but the story plot okok nia.. after that movie, went to sky garden and played cards again.. i think we can't live without cards.. hahaha.. played many rounds and then home.. supposely this meet-up is to get to know ryan's gf better and vice versa but it seems kinda bored.. sorry but no offence.. ya.. so that's how my last week passed.. later going to work again.. so ya.. signing off..

can't wait for 13/3 to come!!! hahaha!!! =D

started work..

2009-03-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

yup.. started work on the 1/3.. things were fine on the first day of work.. it seemed a very unfamiliar place for me.. everything seems new.. hope to feel more comfortable soon.. 2nd day of work had been an unlucky 1 for me.. both my collegue and i had undercharged a customer $21.60.. hai.. my collegue had to pay the company for the undercharge.. it was my customer but she did the cashier.. felt so guilty for causing her to pay for that.. hai... today, another unlucky thing happened but not at work.. caused me a $24.18... hai.. march is really not a very good month for me.. 2 consecutive days things happened revolving around money issues.. just hope that things will get better for the rest of the month.. hahaha.. but at least i learnt 2 lessons.. haha.. so yup.. saw mei ying @ orchard today.. at first, i thought some stranger knocked into me.. when i turned ard, is meiying, was totally shocked.. hahaha..
ok.. so that's all then.. =)

hope that everything will be fine..

steamboat!! =)

2009-02-28T11:26:00.003+08:00

yes!! had steamboat for dinner ytd.. haha.. tgt with grace, meiying, wenyi, yong mei and pearly.. had 3 different soup based, chicken, tom yam and spicy.. the spicy 1 really damn spicy la.. thx to that some1 who ordered it.. haha.. we ate from 5 plus to 8.. ate a lot.. feel damn full after that.. went to walk ard to digest our food.. haha.. so we walk from bugis from to city hall.. on the way to suntec, we ate ice cream.. haha.. nice.. interesting flavours.. haha.. yup.. then home.. went for my haircut too.. not very satisfied with it.. but it's shorter now.. haha.. =) staring work tmr.. oh ya.. supposed to have event today.. chin bluff us.. =( so no extra $$$ for HK.. =( went back to HSS ytd to help out in GB.. took some photos.. hehe..
the 2 photos are actually a banner that had been hung in my sch for 2/3 yrs.. can't believe it's still there.. so that's all then..

rotting at home..

2009-02-26T21:33:00.002+08:00

great that holidays are here but there is nth to do.. so i rot at home today.. plus today is a rainy day.. wanted to cut my hair.. but nice weather to sleep.. haha.. woke up, had my breakfast, and had stomach cramps for 1 whole hr!! the pain was killing me.. still can feel the pain now.. hai.. so time passed freaking slow today.. slack and rot at home wasn't a very good start of the holidays.. but the good thing is i am going to work so holidays isn't that bad after all.. got my roster today but didn't get to work long hours means lesser $$$.. hai.. but better than none.. heehee... yup.. ytd, got a chance to meet ryan's gf with liyana and renuka.. nice girl.. met them @ vivo.. hehe.. looking forward to meet her on the 6 march.. should be quite fun.. haha..
ok then.. i will end here.. steamboat tmr!!! yippee!!! =)

end of exams!!!

2009-02-24T22:18:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!!! hahaha.. yup.. exams had ended!!! hahaha.. today had PM.. ok la.. not that bad.. don't know de i anyhow crap.. should be can pass.. haha.. today being the last day of exams, went to watch 'The curious case of Benjamin button' with grace, meiying and wenyi.. nice movie.. about 3 hours.. after movie, walked ard orchard and then home.. friday having steamboat!! yeah!! haha.. nth much this few days.. so yup.. signing off.. =)

a few more steps..

2009-02-19T13:48:00.002+08:00

hehe.. last paper next week.. finally!! haha.. had my econs paper on the 17/2.. the paper was ok la.. not very difficult but also not very easy.. so should be able to pass.. haha.. ytd(18/2), went sentosa with hongni, liyana, renuka, joshua and ryan.. had lots of fun and got sun burnt too.. applied a lot of sunblock lotion lor.. body aching also.. too long nv exercise i suppose.. haha.. long day ytd.. meet at 10 at vivo but as usual i am late but got ppl later than me.. haha.. yup then went to buy some stuffs and set off to sentosa.. not much ppl when we reached there.. quite empty.. so we found a spot and started to play till 1 plus went for lunch then back to play again.. ard 4 plus went to play in the sea.. got thrown in by the 2 guys 2 times but still better than hongni, 4 times?? haha.. fun playing with water and sand.. haha.. actually wasn't very satisfied with the tan.. haha.. so yup.. dinner at Thai express and home.. =)
now, nth much to do.. don't feel like studying.. haha.. yup.. signing off.. =)

2 papers over..

2009-02-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

hai.. 1 week of test over.. had 2 papers, autocad and avs.. oh ya.. got 1 more, french..
autocad: hai.. can't do quite a few
avs: not that bad..
french: forget it.. dont think will pass..
yup.. that how's my week of tests.. coming up, econs and PM.. next tue and next next tue.. hai.. really need to study le..
tmr is valentine's day.. so HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! =D
signing off..

1 presentation to go..

2009-02-05T21:43:00.004+08:00

finally!! this week is going to end.. haven had a good night sleep for the whole week.. had 3 presentations this week.. stress sia.. tmr still got 1 more.. but the most stressful 1 is over.. long over on tue.. haha.. didnt expect to do that well for my EMC presentation.. haha.. all thanks to my team mates.. =)

my team!! =)

although it's the most stressful 1, it's also the most fun 1 i suppose.. haha.. so soon this week is going to end.. and exams are just next week.. haha.. time to study again.. hahaha.. yup so just a short 1 to update my blog... heehee.. =)

'left alone'...

2009-02-01T00:18:00.004+08:00

after hanging up the phone, sth just hurt.. seemed lonely.. finding some1 to talk to.. found that some1.. thanks.. =) experienced it a few times.. seemed unnoticed.. or is it just slip off the mind? having mixed feelings right now..

still in the mood of cny..

2009-01-30T22:29:00.006+08:00

haha.. cny is 15 days.. so ya.. happy chinese new year again!!! haha.. got many many hong baos.. haha.. now rushing to complete all the 3 presentations.. cham sia.. dont know how to survive sia.. hai..

on the 29/1, had dinner at marina square then went to Chun Dao He Pan with my family.. not much things there.. realise that it is done by pico.. interesting.. taken some photos.. hehe..

with the lights on, the deco looks better.. so yup.. signing off.. =)

happy chinese new year!!! =D

2009-01-26T00:57:00.001+08:00

it's cny!! yeah!!! hong baos!! many many.. haha.. this whole week is packed with many many things.. on 21/1, went to buy things for picnic after sch with grace, mei ying and wenyi.. first to clementi central then IMM to find kite.. then end up at vivo to do some shopping for cny.. both grace and me buying shoes.. she found hers but not mine.. had shopped for my shoes very long le.. on 22/1, went picnic at botanic gardens.. =) fun!! there were grace, wenyi, mei ying, pearly and myself.. after lessons, went straight there.. found a place to rest.. started to eat and kite flying.. got a lot of little very very adorable kids!! so cute.. haha.. played with them with the bubbles.. our kite didn't fly very high but still manage to fly up into the sky.. haha.. went home ard 7 plus.. on 24/1, went shopping with my grand daughter at JP.. finally got my shoes and clutch.. spent a lot on that day.. haha.. think about 100 plus.. =P yup but still got what i want.. haha.. so ytd (25/1), had reunion dinner at my grandma's hse.. had some red wine and beer.. haha.. nice.. ate a lot.. haha.. as for now, it's 26/1.. happy lunar new year to everyone out there!!! and happy birthday to pearly!!! 18 le!!! haha.. =)
so signing off.. =)

life still goes on..

2009-01-18T11:19:00.005+08:00

a lot of things happened this week.. on the 11/1, is the last day of the 50+ Singapore.. most of the time i had been giving out the flyers.. sian.. experienced a lot of funny things.. ppl giving me weird looks after they receive the flyer.. hahaha.. then everthing went back to normal.. rushing the brochure for EMC b4 15/1.. the printing process is the most suffering for me as i printed 5 times b4 it is correct.. however i am so clumsy/blur/careless (dont know what to use), i spoilt my final product by cutting wrongly.. damn!! so from the others i chose the best of all.. hai.. on 16/1, IDEA presentation, wrong infor, no practice.. hai.. after that long day, went clarke quay with hoa, lynn & renuka at night, bought beer and alcohol.. haha.. fun.. talked lots of craps.. ard 12, joshua came after his work.. went home ard 1 plus reach home 2.. tired.. haha.. 17/1, after a tiring night, i went shopping with renuka.. haha.. first, orchard then bugis (when hongni joined us), last, vivo.. haha.. so i bought quite a few things but only 1 i am going to need for cny.. haha.. went home ard 10 plus.. i had walked about 9 hours.. haha.. some photos..

my french teacher.. haha..

@clarke quay

daughter n me n my balloon

last photo with my balloon

there.. my balloon flew up the sky..

ya.. so that's all.. =)

50+ Singapore

2009-01-10T22:51:00.002+08:00

and ya.. that's my title.. haha.. event of today.. a senior citizen event.. woke up ard 7.40am, met mei ying at 8.35am then reached city hall at 8.55am.. late for the event, reached suntec @ 9.15am.. so for the first 2 hours did packing of goodie bags AGAIN!! haha.. then giving goodie bags at loading bay.. and i think i will get cancer sooner or later cuz most of the time we are breathing in smoke from cigarettes.. haha.. so stayed there for 4 to 5 hours and practically slacking there.. hehe.. then went to give out flyers.. went to raffles city there with grace.. and saw 2 very interesting and funny things.. first, there is a guy ard our age, tried pushing the door at its pivot and he tried pulling then pushing a few times then realise he was at the wrong side.. both of us nearly laugh out very loud.. but still burst into laughter after he left.. hahaha.. then not long after.. suddenly, a tennis ball drop down from the sky and nearly hit a guy.. both of us were shocked.. real shocked.. interesting huh.. haha.. so we went back without completing out flyers and ate dinner which is a bit better than lunch except for that tasteless tofu.. so slacking time starts till packing up ard 8.20pm.. debrief and home sweet home.. =)
tmr another long day.. hai.. suppose going to pack goodie bags again.. haha.. =)

just unlucky

2009-01-05T22:23:00.008+08:00

hai.. today.. or i should say these few days quite unlucky.. last few days, my mouse spoil then followed my adaptor then today my shoes.. hai.. as for my shoes, i used stapler.. hahax.. quite a dumb way but still useful ok.. so went to the Acer building again to fix the adaptor... i waited for 1 plus hour for my turn, alone!! haha.. lucky in this world, there are such things as hp and mp3..

at the service centre the sky is filled with dark clouds ticket shows 0 waiting time but i waited for 1 hr plus..

after that, meet up with johnny at dover.. asked him accompany me go buy mouse.. haha.. nice friend i had.. =)

just to fill up some things on the 29 dec 2008 (realised i didn't blog about it), it's wendy (qing ai de) birthday.. so she is the last to turn 17.. =P but still we had lots of fun.. bbq at east coast.. as for me, had lessons.. went there after lesson with lynn and bought a doremon cake.. haha.. if hoa is there, supposed she will love it but too bad.. haha.. so played till late night.. thought that i could stay over for that night but my parents came to bring me home at 12 plus.. so yup.. but still had lots of fun.. haha.. some photos but not much..

wendy, b'day girl
at first, this is the cake
then, but good cutting skillsour chef of the day, joshua.. well done, son.. =)

yup.. so signing off.. =)

slacking

2009-01-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

muhahaha... slacking.. nth much these 2 days.. ytd got back my french paper... haha.. i totally FLUNK it.. haha.. i saw many many many XXX on my paper... haha.. i set my mind that i had to work hard for it to pass my last paper and my oral.. i don't believe it is that difficult to master.. so bonjour!! haha.. c'est vingt trois heures huit.. haha.. it means it is 23:08. whatever la.. must pass my french with flying colours.. haha.. so today went to cut my hair.. actually only trim la.. and now my hair is not straight at all le.. curl in a really very natural and messy way.. hai.. my pay for my last month work is ready.. got $$$ le.. but very little nia cuz nv work much.. but still is money.. haha.. and my adaptor really need to fix it soon sia.. giving me hell lots of problems..
so that's all.. signing off.. =)

new year resolutions

2009-01-01T01:22:00.003+08:00

happy new year to everyone out there!!!! =D with a new year, there should be new year resolutions.. haha.. yup so as for me...
- i want to go taller.. haha.. to 163 cm
- as a student, of course to do well in studies
- to get a proper CCA in sch.. haha..
- to get more freedom as i am 18 soon... haha..
- to have more $$$ and do more shopping.. =)
- to.. secret.. haha..
yup.. so that's abt it.. =) had many wonderful memories in 2008 and so to hope for more wonderful and memorable memories in 2009.. =)

life

2008-12-31T23:31:00.002+08:00

walking alone makes me think.. everybody changes.. so do i.. may it be for the better or worse.. honestly, i am to the worse.. life is unfair, which is very true.. the more u work, the lesser u will get.. is that true? it makes me wonder.. many things just stay in my mind, i can never pretend or ignore.. can't speak, can't understand.. things don't always go in the way you want them to be.. that's life i suppose..

disappointed..

2008-12-31T23:22:00.002+08:00

yup.. very disappointed.. with? my results.. they are damn sucky..
autocadd - A (not that bad)
econs - C (so going to be killed by hoa)
AVS - B (damn lousy)
PM - B (same as AVS, lousy)
EMC - C (hai...)
that's about it.. haven got back my french.. sadly, that's how my 2008 is going to end.. currently, 11.27pm, 31 Dec 08, i am at home.. life is boring.. but what to do.. plus i dont really like crowded places.. so that's what i am doing for the last half an hour of 2008..
and here, i end my post..

busy, busy, busy...

2008-12-25T23:55:00.005+08:00

it had been more than a week since i last blogged.. haha.. yup.. so merry christmas to every1 out there.. =) this few days had been work. work and work.. and of course, got to see a lot of interesting things.. haha.. too much to blog.. so wont talk about it.. today, had celebration at my grandpa's hse.. had dinner there with lots of food.. haha.. played concentration using fruits.. haha.. and so i am apple.. then 1 of my younger cousin dont really understand.. so the others taught him just to say apple whenever he is being called.. so ya.. lost concentration a few times and got whacked.. haha.. had lots of fun.. laughing non stop.. very long nv laugh so much le.. tmr, 26/12, will be having another small celebration.. believed that it will be fun.. haha..
yup.. so that's all.. update soon..

some things just can't get out from my mind.. things may seem what they are at times but sometimes they are just not what you think they are..

after so many things.. sick currently.. hai..

2008-12-17T22:43:00.008+08:00

yup.. so i am sick.. down with flu and cough.. back from malaysia on the 15th.. went genting on the 13th.. had lots of fun.. enter the outdoor theme park, didn't play much but still enjoy.. haha.. and on my last day, saw theresa there.. haha.. so surprised to see her and she told me she played the 'flying coaster' which is so damn scary but i wanted to try... haha.. no courage.. =P so ya.. went genting with my family and my uncle, aunt and my very troublesome, noisy but adorable little cousin.. sometimes just find kids irritating!!! but they can be very cute at times.. haha.. a funny thing happened when i was at singapore custom on my way back.. my sis went first to the officer.. so he look at her then back at the passport then at her again and back to her passport then he scanned it.. after that was my turn, he did the same thing to me again!!! haha.. then he asked: is that ur sister just now? so i am like: ya..... (thinking: she doesn't look like my sis?? haha.. and can't he recognise me from the photo in my passport?? weird..) haha.. my mum then asked what happened.. i told her and she said next time if can't recognise, i tied my hair like what is in the passport, 2 pony tails.. haha..

on the 16th, went sentosa with hongni and renuka.. no sun so no tan.. played cards and water there.. had lunch ard 3 then shop ard.. at 7, home sweet home..

today, 17th dec, happy birthday, Jesline!!! =) finally 17 for u.. haha.. other than that, went back to sch to do autocad.. had lunch first with pearly and meiying.. and meiying gave us a christmas card.. so sweet of her.. =) then grace came.. followed by wenyi.. finished everything ard 4 plus.. played facebook then home sweet home at 5 plus.. =)

took quite a number of photos.. so time to upload them..

journey starts at 7.15 am on the 13th dec

sat tgt with my sis.. =) still in singapore..
on the causeway
in malaysia.. after a long long ride, finally at genting!!

from the top view..the hotel itself
the model of the hotel cards for my room
my room with my sis..
deco seen ard there..haha.. every1 nv noticed so my camera snaps.. haha..my mum and sis..
my sis and my little cousin

there are more photos.. but very lazy upload.. so wait till next post then.. haha.. =)

finally!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

yeah!!! mid semester test is over!!! finally!!! and time to blog.. haha.. very very long nv blog.. so today had econs, last 2nd paper becos followed by french after that..

summary for my tests:

1st paper - autocad: ok la..

2nd paper - project managemennt: hai...

3rd paper - audio visual system: hai...

4th paper - economics: hai hai hai...

5th papaer - french: sure die.. haha...

yup.. so that's how pathetic i am now.. hai.. hai.. hai... this week, everyday also slept damn late.. panda eyes can see very clearly.. a tiring and disappointing week i had.. life's so terrible.. but anyway, IT'S OVER!! worried for them when sch reopens... hahaha.. time to have fun.. yeah!!! currently had a lot of things in mind for my holidays.. supposed to have 3 weeks but left 2 weeks cuz last week have to work.. =( but nvm.. haha.. today took bus 14 home after french.. waited for 15 mins.. came a single deck 14.. then on my way home, there are 6 different people sat beside me.. can't believe it sia.. haha..

so that's all for now.. will try to blog soon.. hahaha... =)

Ms Quah's wedding.. =)

2008-11-16T22:02:00.004+08:00

Congratulations to ms quah!! =D haha.. her wedding was ytd(15/11).. have lots of fun.. haha.. seeing my juniors.. so it was held at Fairfield Methodist Church.. at 9.30am, met the girls opposite hss bus stop.. took 145 to there.. took quite a few photos.. yup.. so may Ms Quah or i should say Mrs Ong, and her husband have a wonderful life ahead!! =) didn't get a chance to take a photo with the beautiful bride becos she is very busy.. so ya.. heehee..

yup.. i am not very sure whether that's all i took cuz most of there are with hoa.. so that's all.. =)

relieved?? i don't know..

2008-11-16T21:55:00.003+08:00

done with the next step.. what's the results? i don't know.. just hope that everything will be fine.. and thanks ppl for being there for me.. =)

*Pui Hoon~佩云*